So very tired

Christmas has been good. Kids had a ball, wife was pleased with her gifts and I cooked an awesome dinner. I also had a dose of what felt like the flu and I am still a little run down. I am so tired but I am trying to get through it. Funny thing is, when I am so tired, I actually find it easier to connect to God. Maybe I am more open when I am out of the everything. At the end of me is the beginning of God? I wonder...